This person that is on mind, it's hard for me to let him go and i have no clue why.. we dated over a year ago and I havent seen him sense. It's not that I'm in love with him, because that fact is that I'm not sure that ever was. Maybe i need closure, maybe it's the idea of him that keeps me holding on. We started texting again in June and talking about wanting to be together, the thing is he's in another state at the moment and has a girlfriend that he says the situation is difficult .i know I'm the fool for getting my hopes up but it's him i can't help myself i want to believe that there could be a future for us. I want to see what it is that i have missed there past 16 months. I know he will never fully be mine as long as hes with her but i guess i can deal with it because he's so far away. He's the reason i havent been able to fully open up and be with some one else... half me wants to move on and the other half of me wants to wait for him when he gets back from deployment and i will fully have a chance... hmm
